Happy Fourth of JULY!

HAPPY 4TH OF JULY!!!

(Google)

First of all, thank you to all who serve to keep this country free!

This year my family went to Battle Creek for an Ultimate Air Dog event.
My dogs are national champions in dock jump.

Exhibit A: Star is amazing (but I might be a little bias).
To continue with the story, this year my family went to see the ballon and air show located in Battle Creek.
Jake and I went to see all the cool things and meet my second family. This post will be mostly picture... your welcome :)

(I love him)

We spent the whole day outside! And needless to say we were both so sunburned it hurt to move.
The next week it was up Lake Ann Baptist Camp to volunteer as Respiratory Therapist for the week. Not to mention my best friend is from up there so I got to help her and see her for the whole week!

I missed her so much while she was at school, I am so glad she decided to move back to GR, even though we don't have a lot of time to hangout right now. It is nice to see her smiling face.

Sunset, Birthdays, and Fruit Picking (June)

One of my goals for 2015 is to write a blog post of every month. So here is a brief synopsis of JUNE!

Evy turned 3! My (adopted) niece turned the big 3! It was such a joy to be able to watch her interact with her parents and grandparents. I am so blessed that she calls me Auntie Wisa. It melts my heart every time she says it. It warms my heart every time she voluntarily gives me a hug and kiss.

Jake and I spent some time picking fruit! Our first ever picking experience as a couple. I guess I ate to many strawberries, Jake was embarrassed. (lol) The strawberries were delicious and the cherries were sweet and tart! 

 Did anyone else see the planets in June? Jake and I went out several nights a week to look at the sunsets. 

Waiting to see God's beauty in the night sky. 

You can see the planets better on the right picture. What and ideal night to look at the stars, planets, and God's creation.

Stacy's Graduation! (May Edition)

May is an exciting month for graduating college students! That means getting out of school. A lot of us are in school for 18-20 years! Unless you're crazy like me, it is going to be 24 years in school.  But this past May I got to witness my best friend graduate! I travelled to Bethel College and watch a beautiful, Godly ceremony. We've been through so much together and I can't wait to see what other adventures we will go on.

Stacy, I am so proud of your accomplishments! I can't wait to see what trouble, adventures and stories we will have in the near future. Love and miss you lovie. 

Moving Forward with Life (April Edition)

What an exciting month April turned out to be. So much thrill and excitement lets start in the beginning. I started applying for respiratory therapy jobs. Well folks, I GOT ONE! I am now a respiratory therapist at Metro Health Hospital. I am a whole three weeks into training and I am loving every minute at the hospital. So many people have asked me if the 12 hour shifts are long. Of course, but it does't feel like 12 hours. I feels like an 8 hour shift. Maybe because I love it, but I wouldn't change helping people for the world. Knowing that I can help people is what I love most, even if it as simple as a breathing treatment I feel like I did my part in helping someone and that is what helps me sleep at night. 

(Scrub life)

Another exciting moment this month is that I have accepted into NURSING SCHOOL! Finally after three years of waiting and applying I can now pursue my dream of becoming a nurse. Years I have dreamed of this moment. The moment where I can go to school for something I really, really want to do. Before you think I wasted my time in Respiratory school I most certainly did not. I am more equipped for nursing because for respiratory school. I thank God everyday that I was apart of a great class and had the opportunity for success in another area besides nursing. But my real dream is nursing school. 

Disappointment and Bottling Up Emotions

Have you ever experienced guilt from saying no? This is the story of my life. I don't know how to say no to people. I can be running on pure caffeine and no sleep yet, I will say yes to help, just so I don't see or hear anyone's disappointment. I guess I can say no, to parents, but that is about it.

Another one of my biggest faults is not being able to express myself. I'm not a person who likes to blame others for my misfortune or trying times. When something happens I am the type of person who looks the other way, bites my lip, and has an internal warfare, even though it might not be my fault. 

WHY???? Why do I do that to myself?

People are going to hurt you, tear you down, disagree with you, they may be disappointed you and may even hate you but why do I take that out on myself? Why should I even care about what others think about me? Can their negativity really help me in the long run? Probably not.

Advice:

1. Find an out (physical exercise)

2. Talk about it (coffee date with your best friend)

3. Write it out on paper (then just toss your problems in the trash) 

4. Give yourself a me day (retail therapy? lol)

Advice from TheHealthSite.com states we need to find place to let go of all these negative emotions. They suggest crying, a punching bag, and even screaming into pillow.

I can tell you from previous experience all of the above helps. I can bottle up emotions for weeks and when I snap it's not pretty. Those who know me best know when I snap it is a bad side of me. I have been blessed by so many wonderful things and people and yet I still let the little things bother me.
New goal for life: Let go of the little things that do nothing but harm you.

If you would like to read more from thehealthsite.com you can find the link by clicking on here.

February Fitness

Let's start from the beginning. When I was growing up I never had a ton of limits on food. Food was accessible and when I was hungry I could find something easily. We always had big Sunday lunches at my grandparents house. There was a smorgasbord every Sunday. These meals could include fried chicken, green beans, salads, corn, pickles, and lots of mashed potatoes and gravy. There was always lot of food and no one was to get up until they had all they could want. Pop was and still is an addiction. Especially regular Coke (yummy). 

To continue with the story, there was never a time where I went hungry. In elementary school, I was heavy but I didn't realize it. I thought I looked like all my friends. There was a time on the swings where my "friends" made fun of me complaining that they couldn't push me. So, I when home and ate. Because food was my friend, it didn't judge me or talk back at me. 

My family saw me become bigger and bigger. There were times that my parents tried to tell me to slow down. I didn't believe them. I had brain washed myself so much that I was skinny and beautiful. If I was so skinny and beautiful why could I never get a date to prom or homecoming? I thought there was something wrong with me. It couldn't be my physical appearance because you know I looked perfect. So, I thought it was in my head. I must not be smart enough so that's why I couldn't get a date. By the time I realized this, I was a senior in high school and I didn't need a date. I had my best friends to go with.

This was probably one of my heaviest pictures

Graduation and college came I met new people. One of these new people asked me to go for coffee. I happily took his offer. I was excited because I thought it was a date! Well, it was and was not. We had a good time and a couple days later he texted me to see if I wanted to go for a walk. Of course I wanted to go! It was a cute boy and more time to talk. So, we went walking on a trail by my house. We started going on many walks during the week. I think we walked somewhere between 15 miles every week. One day, I told him that I have always wanted to run a 5k. He said, "Ok, we start Monday." I gave him the "What did you just say" look. But I agreed to it.

So Monday came and I was determined to show him I meant business. I wanted to show him running is not that hard. We stretched and we started running. About 10 steps in, I stopped. I thought this was hard work. He reminded me about all those people in my life that didn't think I could ever run a 5k. He also reminded me of some of my past. Then I started yelling at him. How dare he tell me those awful things. I have the willpower to do whatever I want to do. (I mean have you met me? I am a strong willed girl) He had no reason to tell me any of that. That night he called me and said he would no longer be able to run with me because he didn't want me to yell at him. We went for long walks and talked quite a bit, but it wasn't long after he got a girlfriend and she didn't like us to hangout. So, I haven't talked to him since.

Why did I start this whole running thing in the first place? Why did I think it was a good idea to get fit? Well, to be honest I really don't know. Maybe it was out of spite of him being another disappointment to me. I honestly don't know. What I do know is that I have never felt this good about myself. I have never put so much effort into one thing before. You can see results. (A whole 40lbs of results) Running has become my stress reliever. When I become stressed in school or life, a good run with my music, out on a trail calms me down really quickly.

I am going to continue on this journey and I know it is going to take sometime but it is worth it. Just the other day I was talking to my friend when it hit me. When I am a nurse I won't be able to say you can't eat that when I am overweight. I need to be a good example. I need to show them what a healthy person can do and all the things they can achieve as well. I am excited to see where this journey is going to take me.

Please follow me on IG: lisamarieski to see more update of my transformation.
#thisismyyear #lisastransformation

So Much to Write about in One Blog

It's been forever since I wrote a blog post. As part of this years resolution I am going to try to write at least one blog post every month. (Yes, I know I am already late). So much has been happening to me lately. I just have to share. God has been ever prominent in my life. 

First off, I graduated from Respiratory Care. I passed the first part of a two part exam!

I can't believe it. I couldn't do this with out the constant support of my family and friends. Especially those friends who had to deal with my crazy test anxiety or my overwhelming emotions due to lack of sleep (Stacy can attest to all of those emotions). Lots of prayer from those around me have helped me so much.

Second, I have talked to the Ferris State nursing program, and I will finally get accepted into the clinical portion of the program in the fall!!!! Woooo!! This has been quite the process for a long time now. I have had several people tell me, "You'll be a great respiratory therapist. Why go for nursing too?" Well, nursing has always been my passion. Ever since I was a young girl, I wanted to be a nurse. I have several people tell me that I would make a great nurse, and I have to agree. Respiratory is a great field and a good starting place but I still love nursing. Nursing has been my dream ever since I can remember, and I know I would kick myself everyday I didn't go to nursing school. 

(This lady looks so happy but I would have to think she must not have endured nursing/respiratory school)

A few days after graduation were a couple christmas parties and a road trip to see my BFF in Traverse City!

For Christmas my parents and brother travelled to Florida. I was not able to go with them because I had to work Christmas Day. But as a early Christmas present and birthday present they helped me fly down to see them once I was done with my shift. If you don't follow me on snapchat you won't know that my experience getting to Florida was quite a difficult one. 

Here's the story in brief. I was supposed to leave Grand Rapids airport at 4:20 PM on December 26. We got on the plane and the pilot try to start the engine and the check engine light came on. The mechanics came and tried to fix it. They fixed the first problem. They started the plane and another check engine light came on. So, they had to fix that problem. I ended up missing my connecting flight to Orlando by three hours and I had to stay the night in Minneapolis right across from the Mall of America. I packed up my stuff and sent it with my parents so I wouldn't have to bring any luggage with me on the plane. In my suitcase that was at my parents was contact solution. I'm very particular about my contacts have to take them out every night before I go to bed. I ventured out to the Mall of America alone. Along the way I found free contact solution and I bought a pair of boots. (I walked fast through that mall and I really want to go back now). A quick trip back to the hotel and a bite to eat would conclude this awful night. The next morning I was up at 3:20am, went down to catch the shuttle to the airport. Upon arrival at the airport I was able to find my terminal and get on a brand-new plane. Needless to say they were no check engine lights that were appearing. I still think Delta owes me one more day in the Florida sun.

I was surprised for the next day, my brother and parents bought me a birthday cake! It was so much fun to celebrate with my "extended family." I was able to swim in the ocean. Which this is first time I ever done that on my birthday. There is a first time for everything.

I hope to stay on top of the blog this month. It will be about fitness. Please comment with things I should write about.

I just want to thank you guys for the continuing thoughts and prayers. I love you guys, and I couldn't ask for better people in my life. There are couple things I need prayer for though. 

1. Respiratory Therapy Board Exam (Clinical Simulation Exam)

2. Upcoming decisions of employment

3. Starting Nursing School in the fall.